Ruminated about wasted potentials. A potent feeling that you’ve spend your college years not living up to your fullest.
My path (intellectually) will probably fully mirror Celeste (substack), I just have to have the right internalisations and like… visit San Francisco.
Probably need to pick a strong identity for myself (like transhumanist, life-optimiser).
There probably is truth to being afraid to leave your old self behind and sabotaging yourself. Need to get back to using my habit stack.
Some previous days were backfilled, I wonder globally how obvious it’s going to be because the backfills are biased towards thoughts, since I cannot remember the specific actions on certain days.
- Ironically this day wasn’t, yet is very poor on actions.. Because they were being in my hometown and then going to Zagreb… Not much action, studying but more listening-to-music and reading my archnemesis Substack